Not So Ugly Ducklings

I few blog posts ago I wrote a bit about how I was getting a horse... then I wrote how I was no longer getting that horse. With my last post, I didn't write much on the subject. It was a sore spot for me, and I had a really really hard time coming to terms with it. I was really excited about the idea of having that 'horse life' I had always dreamt about and honestly felt like it was something I was supposed to have and was taken away from me (I was less than 2, so it's not like I can remember...). So to suddenly have the entire situation taken from me was difficult. The short story is, the horse I was supposed to buy I had not paid for yet, and my friend that owned it, well her and her husband decided to divorce, and the horse was sold. I do not have the fund right now to purchase a ...